My Page

I'm not a good artist, actually I don't consider myself an artist. Check my gallery and you'll see that I draw generally for myself. Yeah, there are some gifts, but not so much. Actually I haven't a lot of friends here to draw gifts. As well as in real life.. Some people order drawings by me, and that's nice. If you like my drawings, I'm always happy to know that, I'm happy to read your comments, I'm always glad to see a new watcher in my watch list - that means a lot for me, I’ve never thought that someone would be interested in my doodles. And when someone leaves my page, it appears to me that he/she doesn’t like my drawings anymore and I lose my skills. And I start to think - why do people stop watching me? What's wrong with my drawings? Are they of the poor quality? Are they tiresome? - I guess there are different reasons and I'll never get definite answers on these questions.

I post my drawings here, because I want to share my feelings and my thoughts with you! I have nobody here in real life to show my drawing and ask: "Hey, dude, what do you think about it? Do you like it? I've got some ideas, I wanna tell you about them.." and so on. Well yeah, I have some friends, but they don't share my interests, they don't understand me.. "You'd better to draw people, portraits, landscapes." - they say. Why? I draw what I feel, I draw for myself. My character, my sona shows my feelings. It's like a personal diary, in pictures, you know. Maybe they are right though. I need a practice. I need a teacher. I need to work hard..

So I'm alone with my doodles. Should I hide them? I don't want that anymore, I hid them before creating my DA account. I start posting them on DA, FA, Weasyl and such. And you know what? Thank you, guys! I feel I can share my drawings with you. Thanks everyone who supports me and stays with me. I really appreciate it. You're awesome.